I feel that I am in a conspiracy. Nothing is known and nothing in my control
. My performance is extremely bad in this situation(I don't mean it is very
good in other situation). Please let me get in.
My dream job is that I can do something I like everyday. It is useful to
others. It makes me feel contented. There is always something new in it.
People I work with are friendly.
I didn't expect that much in reality and did not know I get into so big
trouble.
