Don't know why cry so much these days.
The new year does not bring any happiness to me.
First I got cold. Even did not know it. Just felt thirsty. Don't know why.
Then it became so serious that I realized I was sick. Recalled some film scene
that a person was shot. Everyone was watch his blood flowing out and he did
not know at all. He talked and fought and then suddenly saw his blood
everywhere. Stopped everything and died with blood still pouring out.
Then comes loneliness. Never never so over
