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发帖数: 1632 | 1 For outsiders, some might say I am a good fellow, some might say I am a
nasty person. But these words don't resonate in me and I don't really care.
One's life has to be lived by himself, how he lives it depends on how he
wants it to be lived. If one wants to earn money, he should just take the
path of earning money; if one wants to work hard on science, he should work
really hard on it; if one wants to love another person, he really should try
his best to love her. Maybe he will change and what he wants will change,
but at least he could live without regret, and live with peace in mind.
I don't want to lie on my deathbed and think that I have so many things I
should have tried but didn't try because of my timid and lazy personality. I
want to lie on my deathbed still staring at the millions of stars above my
head and be amazed and thinking that my life is full of adventure and love
and achievement and gratitude and memories.
There is nothing one could really stand on after he passes away, reputation-
money-importance etc, people don't care. So, what I care most is to live the
way I want it to be and that is the most important thing to me.
For those people don't know me from the bottom of their heart, they would be
confused. I am never a simple happy-jolly fellow, so for those people who
said, since you had done this and that, you should do this and that. Forgive
me and please stop that rational and scientific logical deductive reasoning
of me.
I know how to be bad, how to be good, what is real good and bad, and I need
a person who knows me deep and so she would define me.
To me, love is not the feeling of being entertained happily, it's the
feeling of being cut. |
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