S***a
发帖数: 437 | 1 还记得那个下午，她像小天使一样，蹦蹦跳跳的来到了版上～我试着让她留下印象，烟
火闪过夜空，但她，还是没有让我走的更近。些许的遗憾，但还算不错的开始。
慢慢熟了，终于，我看到了一个漂亮的女孩。小巧的身材，大方的性格，真诚却似乎有
着伤痕的心……我试着让她开心，给她唱喜欢的歌；像学生时代追心仪的女生那样，精
心的打造着为她准备的视频，送出链接的那一刻，我感到了自己的心跳——逝去多年的
怦然心动。
电话响起，我听到了全世界最甜美的声音，她很开心，回家的路上，心情像飞了起来。
从此，我的世界多了一份牵挂，我会在跑步时闭上眼想象着她的笑容，会在夜里甄一杯
酒陪她在版上灌水……但慢慢的发现，她其实早就有了别的牵挂。那天，她委婉的拒绝
了我，心有点痛，尽管，我还强装着笑容。
我们还是朋友，虽然刻意的保持着一些距离，但我还会时不时的，逗她开心。慢慢的，
阴天又变成了晴天。她开始跟我分享她的故事，虽然之前心里多少明了，但她的真诚，
让我有点不知所措，她的信任，让我觉得弥足珍贵。那天晚上，我半开玩笑的问她：“
你到底喜不喜欢我？”
“恩，其实我还是喜欢你的”——看着她为难的表情，虽然我知道他还在她的心里，但
对于我，已经足够。
To be continued...
我开始享受有她笑声和邮件的每一天，喜欢在电话里装傻让她逗我听她开心的笑，喜欢
时不时“坏”一下让她露出小女生的羞涩；为她的生日在版上收集祝福却不露隐私，精
心的挑选每一首歌，让在远方的她，知道我的思念……
我不再去在乎她是否100%倾心于我，因为我们之间，也许从一开始，就注定不会有结局
。我们的时间不多，我只想去尽情的享受有她的每一刻。
生活的变故和未来的压力让我经常辗转难眠，那些纠结与挣扎，我也只是默默的放在自
己心中。她的世界已经有许多的阴霾，我只希望，自己可以是她晴天中其中一缕温暖的
阳光。
我计划着，慢慢的淡出她的世界。因为肩膀上，要撑起的东西太多。
只是那些幻想：
幻想着在明亮的冬日里，和她面对面喝咖啡；
幻想着在白色的厨房中，和她一起做精致的美食；
幻想着拥她在怀里，用我的灵魂来唱她喜欢的歌；
幻想着她躺在我的胸口，听我讲男人那些老的发黄的故事……
也许都只是想她的每个夜晚，脑海中闪过的甜美的梦。
但这又有何妨？因为，我会记得，那一刻的怦然心动。
The End...
Finally I figured out
But it took a long long time
Now there's a turnabout
Maybe cause I'm tryin'
There's been times [I'm so confused]
Down my roads [will it lead to you?]
Just can't turn and walk away
It's hard to say what it is I see in you
Wonder if I'll always be with you
Words can't say, and I can't do
Enough to prove, it's all for you
Well I'd thought I seen it all
Cause it's been a long long time
But they would trip and fall
Wonderin' if I'm blind [yeah]
There's been times [I'm so confused]
Down my roads [will it lead to you?]
Just can't turn and walk away [yeah]
It's hard to say what it is I see in you
Wonder if I'll always be with you
Words can't say, and I can't do
Enough to prove it's all for you
Rain comes pourin' down [pourin' down]
Fallin' from blue skies [fallin' from blue skies]
Words without a sound
Comin' from your eyes
Finally I figured out
It took a long long time
Oh now there's a turnabout
Maybe cause I'm tryin' [yeah]
There's been times [I'm so confused]
Down my road [will it lead to you?]
Just can't turn and walk away
[audience chorus]
Well it's hard to say what it is I see in you
Wonder if I'll always be with you
Words can't say, and I can't do
Enough to prove it's all for you
Well it's hard to say what it is I see in you
Wonder if I'll always be with you
Words can't say, and I can't do
Enough to prove, it's all for you | o******t
发帖数: 4384 | | S***a
发帖数: 437 | 3 恩，我MM看到文章的时候都哭了
【在 o******t 的大作中提到】
: 好美
| o******t
发帖数: 4384 | 4 呵呵 她看到这文章了么 应该是感动的哭了
【在 S***a 的大作中提到】
: 恩，我MM看到文章的时候都哭了
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