摘自Amsterdam by ian mcewan
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he stretched，shuddered，yawned...
his nakedness against the sheet，，，and the sight of his own genitalia，at
his age not yet fully obscured by the swell and spread of his gut，sent
vague sexual thoughts floatingacross his mind like remote summer clouds.but
Mandy would be just leaving for work，and his latest friend，Dana，who
worked at the House of Commons，was abroad until...
He rolled onto his side and wondered whether he had it in him to masturbate
，whether it might serve him well to have his mind cleared for the business
ahead. He made a few absent-minded strokes，then gave up.
these days he seemed to lack the dedication and clarity or emptiness of mind
，and the action itself seemed quaintly outmoded and improbable，like
lighting a fire by rubbing 2 sticks.
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